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today you said you miss me but i'm better off not believing anything anymore.

listening to Arthur Russell makes everything about one million thousand fucking times better. i spent the afternoon with my mum today, went to the farmer's market, took a walk and had tea and cake. sometimes i feel like i don't do enough for her, and that makes me feel selfish ( Read more... )

Spoon Slide Guitar

A few years ago I spent my birthday sitting alone on a bench on the South Bank of the Thames, outside of the Tate Modern. I sketched and scribbled notes and thought about how sometimes it's better to be by yourself. Well, I can't claim to have that same thought now, but in two weeks' time I'll be on my way to London alone to sit outside the same ( Read more... )

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sometimes i feel as though i never existed

all this free time and few responsibilities and everything was great for about a week, but now i am antsy and have too much energy to burn and i can't fall asleep, ever. i wish it was warmer so i could go on bike rides for the hell of it ( Read more... )

oh look, it's December.
i would like to go throw things off of the parking garage roof in a fit of mania.

either that, or curl up on the couch and watch Annie Hall while drinking cough syrup.

i need classes to be over so i can direct my creative efforts elsewhere.

for

sure

i feel like completely abandoning my 'friends' for the moment and hanging out with new people. most of the time the are just too ridiculous for me to take seriously, with the exception of a few, and lately i feel suffocated. how is it that 80% of the people i know seem to be sociopaths ( Read more... )