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"I know if you have the last hands that I want to hold, then I know I've got to let them go."
I just re read some of the first emails I ever sent... those were fucking hilarious. they were from when Sean and I dated, talk about bootleg as shit ( Read more... ) -
"everyone's a little bit unsatisfied. everyone goes round a little, empty inside."
take a breath, look around, swallow your pride. for now ( Read more... ) -
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Im lost.
and drowning in this town.
i'm afraid
of letting go
i know i can handle whats next, but getting there is so hard. the process is really tearing me apart
just dont know right now
and i fucking hate it
im so resentful and angry and hurt and yet all i want to do is be there
i am jealous but not for the reasons they all think
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I didnt realize how much this affected me til last night. I thought I had some trust issues before... now I have them with EVERYONE, not just guys. Thanks alot Amy. -
"and then there were none.."
also, i just went through all of my old entries and that was a fuckin' trip. i'm glad that i can finally say i know who i am, what i believe in, what i stand for, and am happy with all of it. i know i'm fucking weird and insane and a bitch and a stoner and all of these things... but honestly i love it. i love my life. as ridiculous and random and ( Read more... ) -
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hah, interesting.
1. Mahayana Buddhism (100%) 2. Theravada Buddhism (96%) 3. Unitarian Universalism (92%) 4. Neo-Pagan (91%) 5. New Age (90%) 6. Hinduism (76%) 7. Liberal Quakers (73%) 8. Jainism (70%) 9. New Thought (68%) 10. Taoism (67%) 11. Scientology (63%) 12. Secular Humanism (60%) 13. Mainline to Liberal Christian ( Read more... ) -
"Its been a long night in New York City."
Wow. It's been over a month I believe. Weird, because I check it almost every day. I just can never figure out what to say. I never really have anything that I HAVE to write on here... but today I'll blame it on the lack of sleep ( Read more... ) -
"She wants to be alone, she wants to change her whole way of life."
So my new plan is to move to New York by myself and start a new life entirely. I will be successful, and I will be doing what I love. If I have to break a few hearts along the way... so be it. Now I just have to figure out how to keep Ziggy...
P.s. Look up Nancy Carson, agency Carson Adler. There's a good chance that would be my agent if I moved -
I am overwhelmed by my own life
I am at a loss for what to do. And It gets worse with everyday.
I gotta go finish my fucking cereal now.
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