So I'm thinking about volunteering in Haiti. Like... actually. I'm not doing anything else with my life, so why not? It's not that expensive and it would be a great experience... plus I'd be making a difference?

I dunno. I just need direction.

Home and family versus career and profession: that's your challenge now. You'll rise to it as you do all the others, Scorpio. The Moon is in objective Aquarius and red-hot Mars is in Leo, illuminating your axis of home and career. There's an internal battle coming, but you're up for it ( Read more... )

I had a bit of a breakdown last night. I have no earthly idea what I'm doing with my life.

What to say.... we all make mistakes right? Why is it so easy for us to point out the flaws in everyone else, but when you realize your own, it's so unbelievably hard to face?

I'm trapped under a blanket of lies, and I'm drowning.

I don't want to reflect on 2009. I only want to look to the future. The past kinda sucked. Made a lot of mistakes. grahhhhhhhhh i'm excited for tomorrow night though, should be fun ( Read more... )

Such interesting things happen to me when I'm high. Everything makes sense, and I can see the right path when I'm high. It's when I'm sober that my vision is clouded. How fucked up is that? In all honesty, I figure everything out quicker, I can articulate what I'm trying to say (usually haha) and truth and reality set in. Weed takes that barrier ( Read more... )

So it's been over a month since I last updated. Fail. I can't believe it's almost Christmas, how fucked up is that?? I seriously don't know where the fuck this year has gone.. I feel like we just remisced about last year. Weeeirrrdddd. You know what else is weird? Thinking about all you've accomplished in a year. Thinking about where I was this ( Read more... )

Zombie Prom has actually helped. I thought it was going to make things worse because we'd be together 24/7, but we just have so much fun up there that we can't be mad at each other. We're not fighting anymore, but we're both stubborn and bull headed about stupid things.... but we're both scorpios so what do you expect lol. so I really fucking hate ( Read more... )

So hungover. Last night was too funny, I did shots with Lindy so she wouldn't feel left out. Then Spencer, my OTHER boss came, and I did a shot with him. So ridiculous. I didn't pay for shit last night either.. so that was nice. Today is gonna be a long day of hungover shittiness ( Read more... )

I suppose I could do a real entry ( Read more... )