I’m just a little bit caught in the middle ( Read more... )

It is 4:30 in the friggin' morning. And here I am sitting at member services listening to people make fun of how chipper I am. It's just so funny to me because in my mind I am like death. But I somehow always manage to put on the facade. I signed 5 people up yesterday... and actually didn't fuck up. It was kind of a miracle. One more day of this ( Read more... )

I just get so frustrated when i get to this page! There's so much I want to say, but I never know how to word it, so then I'm just like FUCK it. And do stupid posts like this. Gr. In funny news, this old man just called Kevin a jackass, so that was really amusing. Now I'm coloring creepy pages. I wish I wasn't here.... or HERE. rythm

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
'Cause they fill the open air,
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is ( Read more... )

I was going to just write, I'm such a failure. But then I heard Rockabye by Shawn Mullins, and it literally turned everything around. I hope all is well with you guys.

Well, you win some and you lose some, I guess. It sucks that's what I lost though.

I'm a Unitarian Universalist. And I think I actually may go to church.

"We draw upon wisdom from many religions and believe that no single religious tradition has the corner on the Truth.  We derive inspiration from many sources, including both sacred and secular texts, science ( Read more... )

Sunshine when you’re with me I can fly
Sunshine when you’re with me I can fly

Every day I wonder why
Peace on earth’s so hard to find
Real peace begins inside
In our hearts and in our minds
Hearts and minds begin to see
That one and all means you and me
And what we know can set us free
Rearrange reality

Reality is what we know
We can change a river’s flow
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I guess once three weeks has gone by it's time to post... i almost typed poach there. I really couldn't tell you why though. I'm sitting in the office of the second house I've babysat at today, and this one is much nicer than the last one. Overall the first house was way nicer, but the office is also a play room and Shannon is a pretend single ( Read more... )

Working at 4 in the morning is so weird. It just fucks with you. I keep thinking its like.. 1 in the afternoon, and then I remember I just have no concept of time. I don't know... I need sleep is what I do know. But I also need to get the house in order. All my shit's in the garage and I just don't know what do with half of it. There's so much shit ( Read more... )