"if i lay here, if i just lay here, will you lay with me and just forget the world ( Read more... )

I actually feel like I should- contempt and complete.

Nothing is bothering me and nothing is bringing me down right now. I feel somewhat liberated from the whole yearbook fiasco and now that I'm finally out of that class and I know that I'm not going to have to suffer from 50 headaches a day, I feel much better.

=]

it's amazing
how it takes months to fall in love.
but only one instant to fall out of it.

I've fallen in love with someone that I can't have.
Joy.
The worst part is, he wants me too.
It's just so far away, it would never work out.
And it's driving me mad.
I love him. More than Alex. More than anything.
And nothing that anyone says makes it feel any better.

I think I've finally worked my way through it ( Read more... )

Testing is coming up ( Read more... )

BAD bad grades. =[ I really need to bring them up, and I need to get my 10 hours of community service to graduate with High Honors. God ( Read more... )

Chillin with Taylor this weekend.
yeahhh.
I'm also gonna chill with the boys.
it's gonna be hella funnnn
=]]
luv you muchos

I'm scared, but I don't know what I'm scared of. I'm having all these really weird dreams, and if I think about them for too long, I start to think that they mean something. I don't know ( Read more... )

Taylors mom is in jail ( Read more... )