why did he have to rip out my heart?
why does he make me feel bad just when i see him?
why?
why did i have to fall in love with him?
why won't he talk to his bestfriend [[me]]?
at least, i was his bestfriend.
i mean, i'm probably not good enough for him anymore.
why does he have to make my heart feel like this?

I basically haven't been to school all week.

I can't deal with people anymore.

When I'm around like 10 people I just start freakin out for no reason.

I don't know why.

It's kind of awkward.

My dad said that I have to go on Monday though.

Pooey.

It's going to be terrible.

i had the best weekend a girl could ask for.

i don't wanna post what all i did,

because some people will get mad.

IM me for the details.

<333

New favorite song.

it's on my myspace.

mmm

i <3 it.

"Frame by Frame" - The Honorary Title

is really really really mad at me because all this shit went down with a lot of people ( Read more... )

good day.
kind of.

=[

headache.
stomacheache.
i'm dying.
thats all.

so much homework that i can't even see straight.

grrr.
i hate this.

was amazing. no joke. we went camping up in the mountains and it started snowing. it was awesome. i went outside and played in the snow. and me and my friend taylor went sledding and we ran over this kid. it was hilarious. and..yeah. i realized that i would fucking die if i moved back to arkansas. i can't handle the cold anymore. i'm a desert rat. ( Read more... )

My birthday.

I'm 14.

All I want is this pretty amythest ring.

I'm praying that my daddy gets it for me.

It would be the best.

And I would be UBER happy.

P.S.

The Prozac is working.

And I actually feel the way that I'm supposed to.

=]

Today should be a good day.