attempted suicide again ( Read more... )

Anywho,
I'm back on Prozac.
Every morning before I'm off to school.
12 more days till it kicks in.
*excited*

And I'm going back into counseling when my dad changes his insurance.

Maybe I'll get better.
Hopefully I'll get better.
*excitedness*

I'm falling for Morgan.
:(
He's so amazing.
And he makes me happy.
And he's great.

:D

<3

I can feel myself wanting to be that one girl, the scary girl that sits in the corner. She wears all black, she walks down the halls getting all the snickers and dirty looks from all the people that don't understand her. She's basically crying, and no one seems to care. They just walk on by. I want to be her. Why? Because at least with her you KNOW ( Read more... )

I'm sick.
with the stomache flu.
and i keep throwing up!

i'm not bulemic.
i promise!

i like a boyyyy
named jamessss
and he makes me giddy.
tehe.
<3

p.e. sucked.
i'm failing.
how the heck can you fail p.e.?
is that possible?
hahaha.

Well I guess that suicidal thoughts rub off on friends and people that you see daily or something becuase oddly, most of my friends become suicidal after they hang out with me for awhile. Either that or they start to cut themselves. I'm so glad that I make people sooo amazingly happy. *sarcastic tone*

Meh.
Whatever.

Have become daily phenomenons.
And rather anoying.
Grr.

Haha ( Read more... )

okay. tamale festival is going to SUCK. wanna know why ( Read more... )