I made breakfast in bed for Claire, she was very happy. I made her waffles with strawberries and also made her coffee. This is the first time that I have ever seen her wake up in the morning with a smile. Yay me.      -being just friends is really hard-

How is it that five years ago I was totally awesome, motivated, creative and not too horribly depressed. I seem to be just a faint shadow of my former self. Everything that I stood for doesn't mean all that much to me. I don't like the person that I have become. Life is just not as exciting as it used to be. I fear that I have given up too much ( Read more... )

My friends and I were walking around downtown sacramento after we had just finished eating at a desert diner kind of place. As we were walking this lady walks up holding a pizza box in her hands. She explains to us that she is visiting her mother and that she needs some money for the metro, so of course we give her three dollars and as we give her ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. According to livejournal it has been 24 weeks, almost half of a year since I have posted anything here. Which is not to say that I have moved on to bigger and better sites such as myspace or whatever because I have rarely looked at that site as well as have even bothered to write anything of importance on there. So with that being ( Read more... )

Hello all, considering what I have just done I feel very quite chipper about the whole situation. My friend whom I really really liked and had a semi-relationship with before she decided to say, 'nope. no more, it will never be, sorry about that'. as it turns out she used me and broke my heart. So, as revenge, being that she has now gotten herself ( Read more... )

It has been awhile since I have had a good friend, or a friend at all really. It seems as though throughout my entire life, even as a child, I never had close friends. The kind you could consider a "best friend", I never had somebody that close. Therefore I have always been very introverted and therefore very self-centered, but not in the ( Read more... )

I am moving into a house this coming april 15th. It will be a lot of fun and the rent will be cheaper than what I pay now by at least 200 dollars. As a bonus I might be able to use an extra building near by as my studio space. The landlord is one of my photo teachers so she told that it would be ok to put in a dark room as well. Also, I have been ( Read more... )

Work is so much more fun when I can play 8 1/2 as background noise ( Read more... )

I just got back from the Sacramento Opera. It was a blast. I totally went expecting to pay about fifteen dollars for the shittiest seat in the place but I ended up with two free tickets, unfortunately I had no one to give the other one to. But the seats were absolutely amazing, as in pretty much right in the front and center of the orchestra level ( Read more... )

I vomited in a public restroom today. Yay for most things. It was amusing though, very colourful and it added so much to the overall decour. But now I am much better and will not drink for a very very long time ( Read more... )