So here's what I've learned in the past month and a half ( Read more... )

tasting you in rain I walk down to the train ( Read more... )

I try not to do it but sometimes it comes up in my head. Some of the best things in life that i've had I've lost, and I'm trying to learn how to deal with it. I have regret for putting myself in situations where this could be prevented. And I keep saying it was better to have one great day then none at all, and that is true. But knowing what I ( Read more... )

so what the fuck do i do now?

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i've lost my faith in humanity. everyone sucks.

my apartment building is infested with bed bugs. what the fuck am i going to do with my life.

I'm dreaming about costa rica and central america.... the plan was to go back there this summer, maybe check out mexico and guatamala. Well, those dreams have been put to an end... I just lost my job because my recovery is going to take longer than I planned. I was supposed to have a laproscopic surgery but the tumor was so big i had to have it ( Read more... )

so i've had surgery, and i actually don't feel too terrible. painkillers have got me through the last couple days, but i woke up this morning and didn't really feel like i needed them too terribly. I have to try to get myself to do some homework today, and maybe try to sing a bit. get my voice back. this really has made me look at how nice it ( Read more... )

i love how people tell me how old they are and then i look at their myspace page and they are really older than they say....and they have not one kid but two. Why would someone lie about stuff like that??????? really? I don't get it.