it crazy how much i can fall in love with someone by barely even knowing them.. oh its insanly crazy ( Read more... )

im content right now.. i have a new love but when this one fades im sure i will go back to liking someone else over and over again.. Routine.. Tragedy..

i kissed you tonight and i have to admit.. it tasted quite well my dear..

too bad you dont want a nice guy.. oh another note.. i found out some really shocking news today about some of my close friends... i have to say it made me rather sick to my stomach and irritated....

i wish i never would have begin to like u at all...

sometimes i wonder why i let myself get so worked up over stupid petty things.. i just dont want to be me anymore.. i guess im done with this whole ordeal now... im dissatified with everything.. nothing makes me happy and if something does then it only last for a few weeks days hours... if that.. i wish i could have one journal entry that didnt ( Read more... )

and i would die for you but i can kill myself.. i wasnt asking for this war ( Read more... )

so long sweet summer.. its been interesting.. this year has flown by.. the more i look back on it.. the more sad i get.. last night i said bye to megan for a while probably life.. i really miss seeing her every morning.. and spending time with her.. i kinda feel like i fell behind people are in school or getting real jobs.. im at the chicken shack ( Read more... )

people u finally find out who liars are and who friends are.. nice to know you.. i love how we dance with the emotions of each others feelings... nice to know that there are people who could care less about you.. hypocritical people.. once a liar, then your a lifetime liar.. why dont you eat your salad with your liars dressing.. This entry is for ( Read more... )

im in love with a person.. who does not love me and does not want to love me and has no means in the future to love me... my stomach swears there's comfort there in the warmth of the blankets on your bed.. my stomach's always been a liar i believe it lies again.. oh i hate love.. i hate being in love...

almost eighteen.. woo hoo.. i went to the doctor today she asked me a bunch of questions.. like do u do drugs, smoke, drink alcohol.. i replied no to these.. and she said very good.. i then thought to myself... why dont i do these things... im not saying i want to do them.. im just curious as to why i never did these things in the first place.. ( Read more... )