i hate being mediocre at things, especially if its my passion.maybe i should just give up with music alltogether.its not just music, i hate not being exceptionally good in something.i think im just negative but after 4 years of playing bass , then hearing people play for a couple of months sound as good as if not better than me, is really pissing ( Read more... )

i like using bullets in my entrys its easier to express it all ( Read more... )

life is going really well for me lately ( Read more... )

i think im falling.im speaking metaphorically and about different things.

well next saturday is the big tegan and sara concert. i got the day off work to so that means saturday will be full of excitement.im hella looking forward to and i looking forward to the end of november wich is when i have to start adult school, so that means i wont be working for a while, so therefore im going to have a hellof a lot more free time ( Read more... )

i never really have much content in these things, i think i might start putting more in here but then i get lazy , but hey maybe next time.so me and lauren started going out last wednesday= )and ive been having such a good time with her so far. I just wish i had more free time to see her, cause getting to know her has been very exciting so far. but ( Read more... )

Today was a good day thats all im saying=)

Rules: Write a statement intended for 5 random people. NEVER TELL which one is intended for whom. (Not many of these people are on my friend's list ( Read more... )

so yeah today was crazy , i took four hits of this weed at lunch today with lauren and zagg, wow what an experience. i ended up eating dominoes pizza.. bad idea i must tell you, bad pizza plus pot equals a bad trip. so after trying to hold down my stomach i couldnt hold it in any longer so in 6th period, i was like fuck it i need to puke so i ( Read more... )

I bought myself a new bass amp today its was a great deal its a fender 15 inch speaker thats 100 watts for 300 bux. it sounds great i dunno im happy so i felt like writing in here about it.but yeah onto other things , well all i can say is that im confused about what to do right now about myself and pursuing a casual relationship with someone im ( Read more... )