I usually write to let myself heal, like bleeding out the poison, but I've been so happy lately I've hardly written at all.

being me
with you
is simply
perfect <3

fingers bent in slight posession sinking into roles like nature. threads of irisis weave together unveiling the rising sun. let's sail away.

without this light i could not see
without this dark i would be blind
if my soul was not at peace with war
this river could never make waves

i often feel as if i'm living my life as you do in dreams, detatched and observing yourself as a bystander...

although i may be 
your missing piece
although you may be 
all the colors
my canvas craves
although i let your embrace 
mold me
my form will return
once you've let go
and when this stairway
crumbles as we climb
this heart will take refuge
in a room ( Read more... )

today i woke up to the sound of raindrops smashing onto the roof of my house. it's funny how tiny little clusters of water faling from the sky can make a day seem special. i hope it comes again tomorrow! :D

reality:     i really don't care about a lot of things right now. like school for instance. i mean i still go to every class and do my homework, but the truth is i don't care. I don't care about the class i care about the grade. I'm pretty sure that's a bad thing. Maybe it's because I have to take all these classes I'm not passionate about just to ( Read more... )

going to mexico.. yaay! so excited.. kind of nervous. i've been looking forward to going to this orphanage for a long time, i think it will be a really positive experience.

smile you don't know me hold me you can't feel me touch me you can't reach me 
smile you don't know me hold me you can't feel me touch me you can't reach me 
smile you don't know me hold me you can't feel me touch me you can't reach me 
smile you don't know me hold me you can't feel me touch me you can't reach me 
smile you don't know me hold me you ( Read more... )

"You make it sound so easy to be alive

But tell me, how am I supposed to seize this day

When everything inside me has died?"

My reply:

"Trust me, girl

I know your legs are pleading to leap

But I offer you this easy choice-

Instead of dying, living with me"

i like what i have
this heart in my hand
pretty, pumping
i won't hurt you 
vulnerable eyes
i could eat you alive
delicious
hand in mine 
a struggle inside 
how i love to be free
fierce, untame 
i refuse to give in 
until you understand 
that you will lose 
if you let me win