i do not like being ignored...

Just finished The Perks of Being A Wallflower again. It was even better the 2nd time around. I read that book during my 3rd year in Irvine, so I guess it has been 3 years since. I feel like I'm 100% different... maybe not so much in character, but definitely in the way I can relate to the book. At first I equated myself to Charlie because I failed ( Read more... )

tyler has a baby!

I think I discovered what I want to do with my life- what will give me some kind of purpose, pay the bills, and won't leave me feeling like shit at the end of the day. I should be a psychologist. Aside from knowing that I am in a constant state of needing one myself, I always seem to be worrying about other people and trying to fix their problems. ( Read more... )

oh hells yea! i'm back, bitches! =)

it's weird. definitely different from anything i've ever felt before. it's like depression, but it's not what i've dealt with for the past 2 years. this isn't a deep sadness or anything. it's like i've lost my desire to experience life or something.i'd rather read a book at home alone then go out with my friends. i can probably count at least 5 ( Read more... )

when the shit hits the fan, THE SHIT HITS THE FAN!

216+ ext. forever?.... maybe not.

i'd have to say though, irvine has been very entertaining.
aue yenrf frd euumy oncaon nkn.

out of place anywhere but wanted everywhere
i don't fit, so leave me alone
to fade into the backgroud away from it all
to die unnoticed, unwanted
but at least that is real
save the artificial shit for those that feed on it

the heart dreams and i am a man led by his heart.
to settle, for me, is to deny my dreams. to ignore my heart.
part of me wants to move on. to mature. to tackle greater things.
but this... this dream, i will hold on to.
by chance my dream exceed the experience,
i will wait for my greatest opportunity.
better close than not at all.

Eyes wiser than mind ( Read more... )