yea, its been a few months

this will be, now and forever, my final livejournal post ( Read more... )

i dont like where im at right now...im in a bad place, a perpetual void of what i used to hold dear ( Read more... )

nothin much has happend to me...

ive been drinking alot

i kinda think i should just get back into what i was like before...when everything made no sence but it didnt matter

oh well, maybe things will get better!

i think now more than ever i should try to look on the brighter side of total darkness ( Read more... )

there are lots of things i wish i could do...

( But wishfull thinking will get you no where )

im very lonely ( Read more... )

well i went appartment hunting in moorhead, some good lookin places ( Read more... )

im really nervous about the future...like, ware do i start? what do i do?...when i feel like this i talk to my mom. she always knows how to answer my questions. a friend of mine has a house in fargo and he rents out rooms for like 200 a month. my mom said she could get him down to 150 if not less...so i may be living in fargo moorhead this ( Read more... )

so my weekend was pretty lame. sat arround home or other peoples homes watching movies, doing anything to pass the boring void of time that we cant used to do anything better ( Read more... )