So here I am sitting here in France, bored out of my mind. pam_anderson had a copy of this weeks Us magazine rushed to me, and folded down the pages I was on. There was a photo of me in France, and a joke photo of me and t_cruise, with little bubbles imagining what we said. It was making fun of his Spanish speaking skills ( Read more... )

There was a bit of a scheduling glitch on my part, and I am unable to be home to talk with my Tom. I will be in France, and have been in France for the past few days, filming my new movie. I am sorry.

¡FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS affleck Y debra_messing!

Alright, I have talked to pam_anderson and she convinced me to go home. In about fifteen minutes, I will be calling the airport and requesting a flight from JFK to LAX, so I can go home and sit on the couch for a week, waiting for Tom to come home. I guess I did the wrong thing when I vanished for a week, and then turned around, accused him of a relationship ( Read more... )

I might as well tell all of you who are dying to know, exactly what I did last night. I will only embarrass myself slightly. I got the odd idea that I was, in fact, a mermaid, and I jumped into the spiked pool and started swimming around. t_cruise could not stop laughing at me. I kept looking for the big boat that my prince would come to me in, and it ( Read more... )

This was my costume to Heathers. People seemed to like this a bit too much. Did you like it?

Sometimes I think I am losing him. I do not understand why. Well okay I completely understand why, but I should not. I mean, I think we are happy. I know I am, but I really do not know if he is. There are so many people out there more worthy of him, and I know the day will come when he realizes this and runs away from me. It is a very somber and ( Read more... )

I am addicted to this song. I could not sleep tonight, because my new kitten kept on jumping on my face. I was not pleased. I will update later I promise, and it will be meaningful.

Well, this is it.

( How I Feel About Tom )

Has anybody ever had the feeling they had nobody to turn to, and talk to when they are upset? I feel that way now.