well this don't bring me much confidence about our future together. I don't even know what to say at the moment. Fuck! So frustrating. Now to decide what to do with this all.

Does anyone still use this? It's been almost 4 years since I've even looked at this shit, let alone post in it....or even think about this site at all.... My life is not going so well atm, very unhappy with it in general...still haven't recovered from the shit show October I had...and everything I lost that month....losing my faith in myself and it ( Read more... )

love is a drug. Once you achieve the "high" of being in love, you often chase after it, much like some drugs. Your first experience with true love is often the most exhilarating feeling in the world, and you would give anything to maintain that feeling. Some are addicted to the concept, while only a small few have every really experienced it. But ( Read more... )

you need a reason to believe
you need a reason to deceive
a reason for the song your singing
and everything you
makes perfect sense to you
so why is your alarm bell ringing?

Well things have changed fairly drastically in the last month....broke up with Sasha about that time....2 days before our 1.5 year mark.fuck....its been rough for me....probably for her too....So confused up till recently, though I am starting to sort my shit out...2 more weeks then I get to escape Vancouver for a few days.I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT ( Read more... )

it has been almost a year since I have even looked at this site let alone log in. I was kinda hoping that it had been overrun by cyber-zombies.guess not, how disappointing.

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ok, so im trying to organize a camping trip/paintball war for sometime in aug. so far it looks like its gonna be at one of the participants uncles houses in chilliwack, where he lives on the side of the mountain. so far we have about 10 people, and are looking to have between 20-40 people in order to have a decent war thats not gonna be over in the ( Read more... )

ok im trying to organize a paintball war for aug.so far it looks to be out in chilliwack at a buddies place.his uncle lives on the side of the mountain, and has 8 guns. so im thinking we need 30-40 people to do this properly. masks mandatory.once we figure out whos in then well confirm location and how people are gonna get there.but for now, ( Read more... )

its been a while since ive done anything with this particular site. hell since i even logged in for that matter. so lets see here, the dermal punches in my nostril have been shrunk to 14g. still doing virgin wednesdays, now at the lamplighter, fuck dude its been almost a year since we started that now......though i kinda wanna get more into the ( Read more... )