This is not Paganini, this is his Mom. I want to thank all of you who have posted here in his memory. I also want to thank those of you who were his True Friends, who tried to stop his downward spiral. The person you all know as Paganini from his writings here did not know the real Michael. Some of you who knew him got brief glimpses of the ( Read more... )

He went off with a Zippo lighter in his pocket and a picture of his son in his hands. Can't think of a better way for him to go, looking all spruced up in his brother's black wedding suit, with a pretty tie, and shaved up all neat and clean ( Read more... )

For those of you that I have spoken to, either on e-mail or telephone, I can't tell you how much you have helped in my greif.  To be able to talk, to sometimes laugh, to share thoughts and stories makes it easier for me--okay, its not real easy to go into the bathroom, but its getting better.  That Michael had people who cared so deeply is ( Read more... )

I found the entry, and choose to keep it as private. I have not deleted it, but do believe that it is to personal and accusatory to post. Any questions about that, feel free to reply.

This will more than likely be Paganini's last entry, written not by himself but by the actual flesh and blood Dusty. Paganini passed away last night for the second time, the first time being yesterday morning on my bathroom floor. The paramedics and I brought him back, but he was not able to maintain blood pressure, and thankfully his family didn ( Read more... )

have you ever seen an arizona monsoon sky

http://youtube.com/watch?v=YP-ZUbSmkRM

oh baby, please. i do exactly the same- you probably already know how bad night tv is. and know nothing of daytime. it's full blown out depression ( Read more... )

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i can't see much ( Read more... )