I like to think i have improved myself to the point where i wouldn't feel that people have used me. At least i used to think that. A situation arose today that made me-admittedly out of my own choice-bend over backwards to help someone. I wasn't expecting really anything, but i definate didn't deserve to feel like the only reason i was there ( Read more... )

There are times where you have to make decisions that suck. Whether they are about your personal life, work, or something else. The only think you can truly do is make the best decision you can and hope that it doesn't haunt you too much.

okay did some free writing today and going to post it line by line. tell me what you think it means dunno what is supposed to go with what ( Read more... )

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070824/ap_on_re_us/youth_poll_spirituality

proof that the ignorence of organized religion leads to higher happiness rate

worked five twelve+ hours a day this past week. This was really trying and exaushting :(

i feel like all used up.

I dunno really what to type. Haven't done much in here lately. Been busy with Heidi-Kraut. heh. WEEEELLL. Okay going on leave soon that should be fun. Going home is usualy relaxing till the momemnt my parents answer the door. They tend to stress me out. I love my gf, even if she needs to learn how to be middle-middle class lol. I really ( Read more... )

Most people don't know me. 90% of the people in my life in fact. They know what ever aspect of me i decide they are worth. I let them know me just enough and thats all ( Read more... )

Okay they gave me goooood pain killers at the ER. So yeah i am suspected backlash from my friends ex cause i said he basicly didn't matter. He doesn't. He is an ass. Seriously Jenn you deserve better ( Read more... )

Those of you whom think this is to shock, amaze, thrill, or just me being an ass and trying to get attention....ehh your probably all a little bit right, but enough with that on to the pissing off and the point :-D ( Read more... )

Something i should have done this past summer. Who would have given me the right to ruin a relationship and a wedding. When i first heard of her wedding i wanted nothing more then to rush and put an end to the engagement but I didn't want to risk ruining a life. Instead i have ruined a marriage. But i do not regert ruining it. He was a ( Read more... )