This weekend was too intense for me. Now I have a sore throat and no clean clothes. I think going home is the solution, but that's just because I'm not there right now. I wish I could make people happier than I make them. And I really thought I had it down at the beginning of this month.

i am just writing to say that I have been listening to Venus As A Boy on repeat and drinking green tea every morning and making phone calls to people I love. Also I have not written a poem in two weeks. Also I've been painting pictures of my vagina. My phone still doesn't get email. I want to hold hands with women.

i miss somebody who is in the desert.

i think the best way to experience art, poetry and music is in a community. The main purpose of art is to express first to the ones you love your need to create. It's strange to think that we are always vying towards the "invisible eye" of an entire society to value our art when it's only those around us, that we share our lives with in a community ( Read more... )

i am frizzy and swollen and weird and dont want to do anything, ever

im only writing in here because i don't want to write my paper for Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man because I don't like Stephen Dedalus as a person. I would never want to know him in real life. He's not an artist! I'm going to Denton this weekend to hang out with Justin and get my winter jacket and pair of scissors and be a spider ( Read more... )

jack is out of his fucking mind.

Ulysses is a mindfuck.

i just want a boy who wants to read a whole book to me.

ryan bender-murphy wrote a really good poem this week.