Today I saw a baby eating his sock and I thought, that's not healthy. but the baby was cute. then i worried about making a cute baby when i grow up. what if mine is ugly? anyways ( Read more... )

this is what i've been thinking lately ( Read more... )

i am no longer as afraid of flying which means i am dangerous.

I CANT WEAR UNDERWEAR ANYMORE

jack and i had a really big fight in quincy market. we pretty much fight all the time. i think it's just i'm a ship and he can't steer me. but other times i kind of like the way he moves his hands.

um so i realized today that austin tx wasn't the problem but rather that it was me.
it kind of sucks, this realization.

i walked out of class today and saw ryan and alejandro talking outside in the bad weather. i thought something was suspicious so I went to talk to them. I was right! There was! I felt pretty good.

i do everything by myself now.

i'm skipping class today to go to the poetry-thing because i like myself too much.

i miss what it feels like to be wanted.

two important things happened to me today: i wanted cheap pancakes with syrup and sitting with brien in the fac, i realized i don't want to be sure of anything, ever.
or ever.