now i am sitting in my bed at midnight faking journal entries for my fucking "philosophy journal." god. school can really make me stop loving something and make me relove it in a forced bullshit way.
but oh well because i'm going to buy a swim suit this week!

in addition, the all natural 100% cotton whatever pantyliners make my vag unhappy.
:( unhappy.

i was just thinking about how strange it is that 'ph' makes an 'f' sound. it's weird right? anyways, it made me have a flashback.
now i can't think about 'ph' anymore because it's like being on drugs.
god, my head. 

it's pretty weird that my brother and i are now volunteering at the boys and girls club and getting dinner every week. but im just going to let these things happen to me however they're going to happen ( Read more... )

I guess right now I have a lot of feelings because I'm menstruating and I saw my brother and I haven't kissed anyone in half a month. These are all things that produce a lot of emotion in regular people, and I also have a habit of making my feelings really large, which I should modify to "bad habit ( Read more... )

i've been a mental wreck for the last week. it'd be cooler if it were about something, but it's just  about my hormones and them trying to get a period out of me ( Read more... )

today i talked to some asshole that is in both my philosophy and english class, and jeff storms about solaris. I like that movie, even though I only saw the George Clooney one, and that makes me kind of uncool. I'm unhappy with a lot of people right now, but I'm not going to make a big deal out of it or anything ( Read more... )

i think living was easier when didn't feel this way about jack murphy, but that whole lifestyle came with it's own set of problems  I guess.

yesterday i felt pretty cool and today i feel kind of regular. i'm too dependent on the kind of recognition i got yesterday........................whatever. that's all anything comes to in my head these days. 

i just had an unexpected weekend in which an amazing orgasm, a grapefruit, and a bottle of dramamine all found its way to me.