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yup...thats about it...

so today was day 3 of school....and i'm already wishing it where summer. i used to never mind school. sometimes i actually enjoyed it believe it or not. but it only the 3rd day and im overwhelmed, on my way toward a complete mental and physical breakdown...and that normally doesnt happen for at least another month or two. i was told sophmore year ( Read more... )

ok so i must be a bigger english nerd than i thought because this is my second entry dedicated to a single book. but ive now finished Tuesdays with Morrie. and for some reason i refuse to put it down, physically. ive been walking around my house with my hands wrapped tightly around this small book as if letting it go would be like losing something ( Read more... )

ok so right now im reading Tuesdays with Morrie. it is probably the most amazing book ive ever read (and if its not the best its definitly in the top 5 no questions asked). i dont have a lot of time right now and i havent even finished with the novel but i just felt like i had to mention it just because. it is so inspiring and real and painful and ( Read more... )

i just feel so blah. i dont know i feel like whenever something good happens in my life something counter-acts it. i guess its from some cosmic balance or something but i feel like i can never truly be happy for more than a short while before something messes it up. i wish i could describe it better but oddly im not in a very poetic mood. hopefully ( Read more... )

ok so tonight i watched the movie Serendipity. ive seen the movie before and of course its fantastic and cheesy but this time it really got me thinking. definition: serendipity-an unexpected fortunate discovery. im one of those people who really does believe in fate and destiny and that we all have a soul mate out there and that true love really ( Read more... )

so i've realized that all my entries so far are pretty depressing. most of the time i only write when i am truly upset/angry/annoyed/confused or any of those other negative emotions. and i guess thats because i can only truly express myself when i dont try and i just let my emotions pour out of me. but i just thought i would post this to say that ( Read more... )

ok so i totally feel like miss. popularity right now. then why do i still feel like crap? in the next few minutes i need to decide whether to go to a john mayer concert with 2 of my best friends or go to some hang out thing with all my other friends. this hang out thing actually sounds reallllllllllllly shitty and i would really only go to be with ( Read more... )

i feel like everything is a mess right now. for starters my room is a complete eyesore. everything is just everywhere i dont know exactly how it happened. ive just been to lazy to put any thing away and im procrastinating so much more than usual. and i feel like my life is a mess also. honostly i dont know why. school hasnt even started and my life ( Read more... )

so yesterday we all finally got our schedules. of course the other schools within the same district got them 2 days before us but our school is pretty effed-up so its not surprise. i have a decent schedule. it definitly could be worse. 8th period lunch kinda sux cuz last year i was famished by 4th period, so yea me along with many others are pretty ( Read more... )