Two paths
each entirely different
from the other
I am split
between who I am
and who I can be
the right path is unclear
fore they both show promise
of a future story untold
picking only one road
would be a pointless endevour
even though some form of change
is completely
inescapable

ok so can your best friend break your heart? or at least smash it against a wall or disect it or something? because thats pretty much how i feel. i feel like its fine to write this because she never had the time to pick up that phone and be honost with me so i highly doubt she has the time to read a silly little journal about my inner most thoughts ( Read more... )

i feel so ( Read more... )

i have this friend. he is fantastic. my #1 inspiration. and today he told me that i helped him become who he is right now. i have never felt this way. this is the most amazing feeling in the world. somehow IIIII have actually made a difference to someone, someone how is just so important to me. i was really able to affect someone so much that they ( Read more... )

its nice knowing that there is someone out there...who actually listens :-)

i feel so, i dont know, indifferent right now. im having crazy mood swings its wierd. during school today i was pretty happy and jubiliant and what not. but since ive been home ive just felt no emotion. everything just seems to be there. i couldnt focus on anything. i cant even go out tonight because of the jewish holiday which i guess just adds to ( Read more... )

another day goes by. and yet again i find myself stressing. just over everything. there arent enough hours in a day. friday i have 4 tests and no time to study ( i have barely done any studying yet either). tomorrow is the first game which i should be really excited about, but im actually pretty nervous because everyone has this predisposed idea ( Read more... )

ok so right about now im having some problems trusting my one friend. she is one of my best friends. we've been inseperable since we were 6. but recently i feel like i just cant trust her. she has made some pretty stupid mistakes in the past. she has done a lot of things that i really dont agree with because morally the just werent right. but i ( Read more... )

im just so stressed out. its 11:15. tomorrow is friday. the streetfair is this weekend. i should be excited. i have 3 quizes tomorrow. an ap global essay to do. babysitting from 2-10 saturday night. on top of whatever else. social life, where did you go? i feel so d i s c o n n e c t e d from the world rite now i dont know why. i feel like im just ( Read more... )

ok so ive known this song for months. ive heard to it countless times. i sing it with my friends all the time. but i've never actually listened, if you know what im saying ( Read more... )