ok so this weekend was METNY Usy Chazak Fall Kinnus. it was simply amazing. i dont think i could possibly love these people any more. the best thing about usy is that you can know someone for less than two days and you are already saying "i love you" to them. these friends are real. it seems impossible but its not. and ive never wanted to be jewish ( Read more... )

ok so i just got out of the shower. i could have been out 10 minutes ago, but instead, i spent 10 minutes just staring at the ripples the shower makes in the water on the floor of the tub. those ripples, well they've always been there every single time i take a shower. but i dont know for some reason they ust stood out today. i couldnt take my eyes ( Read more... )

What do you do ( Read more... )

Overcrowded thoughts ( Read more... )

its official....its jealousy.

and it really serves no purpose...

i really dont know what im feelings right now...completely lost i guess you could say. part of me thinks i have feelings for one person. but then i dont. and then i have feelings for another person. but then i change my mind and go back to the first person. but THEN i decide i like someone else. all of which i just shouldnt have feelings for for ( Read more... )

seriously, i really need to find more time to dedicate to something i care about so much. i feel like all i do lately is just procrastinate and say that i will get it all done later. and then, i never get it done! and its so not like me! im a control freak by nature. i always love getting everything done before hand. but i find that all i do during ( Read more... )

just want to apologize for not writing recently. life is a living hell. honostly i dont like that figure of speech. when was hell ever dead? i just dont get it. i guess ill just have to stop using it because its ridiculous to use a phrase that you dont understand. anyways, i guess the reason why i havent been writing is because ive been in a ( Read more... )

hmm i dont have anything deep or interesting to write about today. besides the fact that my feet are killingggggggggg me from kickline and dance, nothing very exciting is going on right now (if you consider pain exciting). im studying for an ap global test a week from now because tomorrow we are reviewing terms and i dont want to look like a huge ( Read more... )

drwn yr dmns: jess..im sorry, but i've fallen to far to think of good sides right now ( Read more... )