cut me out
and leave me here to bleed
take away that innocence
the security i so desperately need

so this poems a little wierd, kinda contradicts itself but hey this is what came out maybe ill fix it another time ( Read more... )

my ramble that i reput into a wierd poem-like-thing ( Read more... )

ok so besides the being intensly depressed with the whole leg/kickline thing, life is pretty perfect. i know thats wierd to say when i just stated how depressed i am but hey, i guess its just a mixed sea of emotions right there. but what i seemed to have noticed is that....well...im afraid of love. if it comes at the wrong time or right time...to ( Read more... )

its insane when everything starts to fall into place
when the light hits the mirror
and makes it all clear
when the thunder stops roaring
and there is a calm after the storm
when you suddenly understand
why 2 and 2 always makes 4

i guess i must be doing something right

ok so i apologize but i feel the need to quote high school musical ( Read more... )

who am i trying to fool ( Read more... )

just want to apologize for not writing in forever. i hate how life is like that. all your time is dedicated to school and priorities of things that are relevent to your future. there never seems to be anytime to just sit back, relax, enjoy life, and do the things that truly make you happy.

eh, o well, hopefully ill start writing more.

i seriously cant do anything right. everything i do is wrong. and when i make a tiny mistake the world comes crashing down and i get squished underneath it...it always happens the same way. why isnt it like this when everyone else makes mistakes ( Read more... )

The constant ring ring ringing ( Read more... )