so i rarely write a rhyming poem. so i guess this is more like slam poetry. i haven't decided if it is any good yet. but according to my new resolution of putting shit up here, i guess i have to post it. =)

I want to find me
I want to know myself desperately
I want to understand why other people can rhyme
I want to understand what it's not yet  MY time ( Read more... )

so wow, it's been a while.  since may. that is a tad bit pathetic but that is besides the point. it has been an interesting summer. a fantastic summer actually. but in truth, i shouldn't even write about it because it would take an essay to explain the crazy antics that go on at merrick woods. so from here i guess i will just start fresh. i'm going ( Read more... )

 Never shall I forget that night, the first night in camp ( Read more... )

 "Where does it hurt ( Read more... )

Time is running away from me ( Read more... )

 
this is 4 l0ve 7 (9:34:40 PM): i want to just tell them
this is 4 l0ve 7 (9:35:38 PM): i want to tell my dad that he isnt mr.perfect dad anymore and that i think he is a flake and a liar who cant keep a promise who cant follow through on anything he starts and cant be honest with me about anything
this is 4 l0ve 7 (9:36:18 PM): and that he ( Read more... )

 so right now i just want to apogize. i've had one of those epiphanies i guess you could say. i just really want to apologize to anyone i've accidentally hurt because of this journal---and i know for a fact that i have sort of targeted people on many occasions--and i know it's also been mroe than one person. any of my poems/rants directed towards ( Read more... )

I guess it's ok to spill my emotions on a computer screen thats going to be posted all over the internet. It's not like anyone is going to read it anyway. Maybe one person. But I really doubt people care enough to read this long thing, but whatever ( Read more... )

 Hold on ( Read more... )

 now this is on a completely different topic than my last entry. person who this is about--you know who you and please just always remember that there are those people that love you. let us be your reason for fighting.

you know i dream
of taking your pain away
so that you no longer feel
so     numb
because you don't deserve this
not any of it
you don't ( Read more... )