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so there is a lot on my mind but i guess ill just split it into two entries...
first, i just cant seem to stop thinking about that kid from plainview. for those of you that dont know, a few days ago there was a 16 year old boy who was speeding down some road without a license (its unknown whether alcohol was involved). the car somehow swerved ( Read more... ) -
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im in a listy kind of mood today
reasons why i wish i could just fastforward time bc life sucks:
~if i get myself anymore stressed out about competition on sunday i will probably make myself so sick to the point that my body will just explode or ill go into convulsions or some sort
~no matter how hard i try i always understand what we learn in ( Read more... ) -
so this is what it's come down to.
So now my vision of you
is tainted.
by your lies and constant misconceptions
which is far from what i entended
You were supposed to always seem m a g i c a l
and i was never supposed to grow out of my naive state of mind
where you were completely
i n v i n s i b l e
But i guess you could only keep up your facade for so long
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In memory of Pia ( Read more... ) -
note to self: welcome back.
its been a while since ive added anything to this. and thanks to the few people who actually keep checking it makes me feel as though im actually leaving some kind of an imprint.
but anyway, i dont have any eloquent poetry to post here today. mainly because for some reason the poetry has been sucked out of me lately. i guess its the stress. the ( Read more... ) -
dear drama that im not even involved in...im over you.
I'm sick of you little boys ( Read more... ) -
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Lets go back to a time ( Read more... ) -
rain
firstly, i would like to brag about this pen that i found, completely still in the wrapper, while cleaning out my den. its a pen yes, but it also doubles as a water gun!! and its a pretty good one too if i do say so myself. and thusly, my life is complete.
so anyway, i just spent the past 5 minutes standing outside in the rain...dancing ( Read more... ) -
o.v.e.r.w.h.e.l.m.e.d
life is just ridiculous with the things it throws at you. i cant even decide whether im happy or miserable anymore. there are just too many ups and downs and backflips for me to straigthen out my thoughts. i was going to try to make my thoughts into poetry but there are just too many of them-so instead im gonna rant, but ill try to keep it brief ( Read more... ) -
progressivly retrogressing *copyrighted by ROBYN*
i'm cracking under the pressure. just the pressure of everything. i was doing so well all year long. no panic attacks no getting myself sick from stress. but right now im on my way to a complete mental breakdown.
the things that always made me feel like my life had a purpose, the things that always made me happy are now causing more ( Read more... )