I cannot believe old lady bit the dirt. Whilst playing Modern Warfare 2 no less! Bullshit I say! Bullshit.

Thinking about writing is about as good as me thinking about paying bills, both of which are not done well enough to satisfy the person they do the most good to. My biggest problem is usually content. I don't have anything to write about, or I haven't written in so long that I don't know where to start. I would like to break this habit and get down ( Read more... )

Finally I got a new sponsor. It has been some time, but I asked Eric today and he said Yes. I am so excited! I feel like I just asked out a girl in high school and she said yes. Its a very similar feeling. Deep down inside I guess its all about emotions right? I enjoy being accepted and loved and that is huge. I wonder if this is what it is like to ( Read more... )

 I love how, in a click of a mouse, I can be rocketed back through time to when I started this journal 6 years ago. How much has changed! I cant believe this is my life today. Its so interesting to see it all unfold. The good times, the bad times, the times I dont remember. It all slips and slides together and apart. This is definitley one constant ( Read more... )

 Getting married to the same person twice can be just as stressful as the first time even though you know its going to turn out okay. I hate stress. Its bothering my tummy.

 So this Sunday is the day where I meet my half brother, Jim Marino, for the first time.

 Im off to go check a water heater and then to Jumps. I need some recharging of my passion for food. I find myself just bumbling around in the kitchen, and not really caring all that much about anything. I believe that this is going to be my career. I believe that this is going to not only be my financial keystone, but also an extension of myself. ( Read more... )

 Im procrastinating about taking the dogs for a walk. It looks stupid outside. LOL Maja just winked at me. I woke up this morning and I went downstairs to find the sun visor for my new paintball mask a little chewed up. She is my primary suspect. Thank God I didnt really want it.

I went on Amazon the other day and bought some sweet new cooking ( Read more... )

Lately I have been in a weird mood. I havent really been going to meetings the past few weeks and its starting to show, and I know that I always blog about this but lately its getting worse. I know that it has been real hectic with school and both jobs and new job and blah blah blah... But my whole system is thrown off and so is my routine. I miss ( Read more... )

 This weekend was fun and exciting as ever a fourth of july could be. I went to grandmas on the lake and watched my brother blow up his hard earned money, I did some work on Friday and made a small amount of cash, and today I went running arounf to Dorotas Grandmothers, some grocery shopping.

After work on friday evening I went to Recovery Zone in ( Read more... )