I seriously feel like a horrible person right now..UGH..someone shoot me..please?

Yeah..so...My life is falling apart in front of my eyes...Everyone keeps telling me that I'll be ok..that my mom will be ok...But I know better..I see her everyday, and I see all the weight she's losing and how she has no hair..and they can't do chemo because of how sick she is. She's fading away right in front of my eyes and theres nothing I can ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to start. I haven't been to school since last wednesday. Its so fucked up. Theres so much going on right now and I don't even know how to deal with it. I have spent most of the last couple of days just crying. See..this is what happened...On sunday, I found out that the cancer that my mom has, is terminal, and their best ( Read more... )

1. reply to this post if you want/need me to publicly tell you how cool you are ( Read more... )

Five Viscodin Chased With A Shot Of ClarityAfter all this time of asking questions of trying to find something to quiet ( Read more... )

School is going pretty good right now. I like the people there, they are just so open. Some of them get on my nerves, but hey..you have those people everywhere ( Read more... )

I know I havent updated in a while, so I figure I should. Theres so much going on in my life right now, that I just don't know what to do or say..to anyone ( Read more... )

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omg..shane was like one of my very best friends in 9th and 10th grade..i think my heart just shattered...

Yeah so..Im pretty happy..and I know people are probably sick of hearing it. But what can I say? I haven't been this happy in a long ass time. Its like everyday is something spectacular...He makes me so happy it hurts. He..he's just amazing. He makes me so happy. He makes up for all the bad shit in my life. He just understands what Im going through ( Read more... )

BOYS SUCK I HATE THEM ALL...=( Boys are dumb and they should be put under ground and used for mating purposes only!!! SO ALL THE GUYS THAT READ THIS..YOU CAN KISS MY ASS!!!! I HATE YOU ALL!!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!