So today in ceremics i cut myself with a piece of glass. well actually the glass got stuck under my skin. it was a tiny piece of glass, so what do i do? i take my pintool *a sharp knife like cutting tool* and jab it into my skin to remove the glass. After about 5 mins of cutting skin away i finally got it out. I lost blood but i'll be fine ( Read more... )

Last night was a total blast, till my lungs gave out on me. I'm getting really tired of being sick. I can't tell you the last time i went a month without catching a cold or something worse. So I think its bronchitus, or atleast thats how it feels. All goopy and shit in my lungs and it hurts to breath. Why can't for one day go without being sick. Is ( Read more... )

So I tell everyone that I have never been in love. Well I stand corrected. It hit me last night in a dream. I dreamed I saw my ex boyfriend Josh. He came up to me and told me he still loved me and that he wanted to be with me. I woke up almost in tears because I wanted to keep dreaming. I sat up and realized that it was just a dream, that Josh ( Read more... )

i wish i were dead. because i'm scared to live. i'm tired of crying. all i do is cry. every day i wake up and cry for hours on end. i don't know what's wrong with me. i just want to be little again, young and nieve. i don't like the world. i don't like people. i want to be little and not feel this way. i don't know what's wrong with me.. i just ( Read more... )

"I'm late" was the words that came out my mouth to Matt. Both of us were horrified. We had been dating for a little over a year at that point. We were both seventeen, he had just turned seventeen; I had come to visit him for his birthday. He replied, “We used protection”. My answer was “I'm two weeks late. I told you to stop, why didn’t you listen ( Read more... )

So I'm scared. I dont think ive been this scared in my life. I have portfolio review on friday to see if i can be in the art major. Its only the most important thing ever, and it's so stressful. I have to pick pieces of my "best" work and display it for all to see. Then i have to explain to the teachers how i feel about my pieces, what i did wrong ( Read more... )

So it's sad this doesn't suit you now,
And me fresh out of rope,
Please ignore the lisp,
I never meant to sound like this.
So take me and break me,
And make me strong like you,
I'll be forever grateful to, this and you.It's only you, beautiful ( Read more... )

i don't want to be alone anymore. i want someone, someone with style. someone who likes the same things i do. i'll keep looking but it is getting very lonely.

when will my day come?

i am very pleased with my life. and i am glad that when i go to bed i can say i am content. i am happy where things are and where they are going. can't no body hold me down oh no i gotta keep on movin. so i think i am going to commit myself to art work now. it's going to be a long night but i am motivated to do art for some strange reason. ahh well ( Read more... )

so last night was a total disaster which ended in a horrible fight between sasha (my sister in law) and i. i was so sick and tired to playing second to everything. I was also sick of the fact that whenever i was asked my opinion i was unable to express it because it would make things "difficult". So last night started off kinda rocky and went down ( Read more... )