So we got the results for the leep to make sure there wasn't any cancer. Nope.. none! They got everything and a follow up in 6 months ( Read more... )

So Monday I had the leep procedure done. What that did was remove the area where the abnormal cells were. Hopefully removing them all and then testing them further. That was pretty much the most invasive and uncomfortable experience. I still hurt. I can't sleep. I'm sitting on the couch because I can't sleep. I can't sleep because I can't get comfy ( Read more... )

So monday the results from my biopsy came back. One spot was what they call severe dyslpasia which is the closest to cancer. Good thing is that it isn't cancer and it's an early find. I will have the cells and the surronding tissue removed wednesday. Still kinda scary. I'm not to kean on how my mom has told me that she thinks she's had this too. I ( Read more... )

So things have been a little crazy. Two weeks ago I got a call from my doctor that my pap test came back abnormal. I got a little scared but they said it's precautionary and they would need to look again for the abnormal cells and if they found any they would biopsy them. So I had 3 spots biopsied on my cervix. Kinda scared me. They think it might ( Read more... )

I'm finding myself in the need to release some thoughts from my brain. I don't feel like I have a whole lot of people I can talk to, nevermind spit out all my problems to. I hardly talk to anyone anymore so to call someone up now to complain just doesn't seem right ( Read more... )

So Saturday was Lily's first birthday. Where has the year gone? It's been a whirl wind of a year. It's amazing to think that I have a baby sometimes. I'm amazed at her and how she has grown. I can't imagine life without her. There isn't a day that goes by that she doesn't make me smile at least once a day. She's my little love bug. I love when she ( Read more... )

So things are going along at top speed. Been worrying about money and finding a daycare for Lily. No one seems to be taking infants. That and I'm worried about the flu getting to her seeing how daycares are full of germs. She cannot get the shots until she's 6 months which is 2 months away. I cannot afford to take the two more months off. As much ( Read more... )

SO a lot has changed since March. I've had my baby ( Read more... )

My dad died this morning.

So he took the Eng-e tube out. He doesn't want it in. He looks awful. He's sleeping alot which is good. It means he's not in pain. It's hard to have a conversation with him though when he keeps falling asleep when he's answering your question ( Read more... )