It never ceases to amaze me how my outlook on life is constantly changing. Things that look so hard and daunting in High school now are petty and foolish. Things in college that were tough and frustrating now are simple and mundane ( Read more... )

So I got married in August which was a stressful and rewarding time. Things really do come together that day. I've got some regrets but in the end they aren't worth anything. We finally did it and we're happy we did so that's all that matters ( Read more... )

Oye have I been busy. I have my invitations ready to print, just have to give the ok. Work has been frustrating with the data merges I have been working on. Hurry up and wait. I hate that. Then something wasn't changed and a bunch were printed wrong. My boss called and told me after I left. Not a good note to leave on for the day. I think I've ( Read more... )

My dad is dying. The cancer medicine isn't working. They are taking him off. Gonna try a different one that is harsher. If that doesn't work, we are out of options. They give him a month to a month and a half. I'm scared and sad and worried and so many emotions all bottled up.

So today I saw my grandfather. He really disappointed me. He told me he didn't think he could make my wedding. He had mentioned to my parents a while ago. Ina while I mean a couple months ago. They told him to tell me himself. He's leaving for Alaska on Wednesday. I don't think he would have told me if I hadn't showed up at my parents. Now he lives ( Read more... )

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So where has time gone? It seems like just the other day that I transfered to Neia. It seems like just the other day I didn't know who I was and wasn't happy with where I was. Then it's filled in with all the memories of the fun nights hanging out with Jon and Carol and Dave. Followed by working at the registrars office, and meeting so many new ( Read more... )

So tonight I caught someone trying to break into my bedroom window. I was sitting in my living room, my rmie had just gone to bed. I went to the bathroom and came out and saw a man trying to crawl into my window. I screamed and yelled what the hell are you doing. I had just cut up a plank and had put it into my bedroom wondow to prop it to only ( Read more... )

I've been back in touch with an old friend. It's been nice. It also has me thinking with some of the convos we've been having. How life is shitty and people change. How hard it is to stay in touch and good t obe back in touch. That true friends pick up right where you left off. It leaves me a little sad to think of all the people I have left behind ( Read more... )

So yesterday was my bf and I's one yr anniversary. I don't know how to explain it but I feel like him an d I have been together for a longer time. i can't believe it's only been a year ( Read more... )