I just got home from the Cracker Barrel... I spent the ENTIRE day laughing my ass off with one of the coolest people around. Steve, her step dad came with her and was joining in on the fun with my parents back at the house. He & my dad just had a blast discussing things apparently. & Kelda & I chilled out with my mom discussing our families & of ( Read more... )

.... and so it happened ( Read more... )

"The world will be bitter cold some day not too far from now, the sky the colors of the returning Phoenix risen from the ashes pitted in the valley of the sun. Slowly it will fade to white, to pale silver, to pastel flame that makes Heaven beautiful again for the world to see. They come on that day, 5 horses, not 4, & they herald an Apocalypse, but ( Read more... )

I believe I'm in the throws of a massive emotional breakdown... I can't be sure, but I think I am and I just can't handle any of the crap being thrown my way anymore. I just can't. It's not working out in my favor and I know it and I'm petrified because I'm made so many lapses of my normally amazing sense of judgment - and they're all in a row. I'm ( Read more... )

I got home from work not too long ago... right around 9 because I stopped at Red's & grabbed a bite to eat with my mom. She decided we needed to stop & talk because she likes to gossip. My boss is one of her friends. Yay. I have to share experiences of the day with her. Woo hoo? Not really. I was more interested in the sweet tea then talking. I'm ( Read more... )

I didn't get to sleep until 8am ish this morning... I was woken up at least 6 times by my mother who never knows when to leave people alone. If I ever get called on my cell phone like that again I swear I'm disconnecting it... & then I had to get up at 11 to be into work by 12. Fun. Work was fine, I guess, I nearly ripped Ines's head off when she ( Read more... )

so now Dawson & Natalia are getting a divorce & she's been cheating on him for a month. She swears she hasn't slept with the guy (yeah no kidding, I'll believe that since she just had a baby) & that she wants a divorce simply because she doesn't love Dawson ( Read more... )

... If I pretend to be happy, they're happy ( Read more... )

There is no magic in this world ( Read more... )

Today I have lost another friend ( Read more... )