as much as i resent all the driving restrictions on my liscence, i am completely loving this excuse to have 10 or 20 minutes all to myself every day.

sometimes i forget how nice it is to be alone.

:)

im giving up on college, ive just decided.

all my dreams of the future, in fact.

blargh!

i have no idea how to tell uc berekeley what i have to offer their school, or what ive done academically that will make me stand out somehow from 3204892374928347 perfect applicants.

i hate sprialing myself down into this much frustration and self-

today i decided to go for ap art credit (30 piece portfolio, and i will definitely be learning the limit of my talent and stress tolerance ( Read more... )

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dancing all day beats me uppp.

blah blah ( Read more... )

i feel very stuck in a rut ( Read more... )

im admitting that i was inspired by evan's artistic post.

and also that this is probably far less interesting than his photos, lol.

but oh well.

love you guys!

( love in the lies. i mean, art. )

margghhhh ( Read more... )

today was nice. real nice overall ( Read more... )