Every Friday and Saturday I find myself alone. I think, "Where did all those people in my life go?" Did I just push them away or did they run with avengence. Like I would run from me if I really knew me. But there are people who crave being in my life and I never let them. I've always hated people but needed them for some sort of validation. I've ( Read more... )

I find it hard to believe you don't know the beauty you are,
But if you don't let me be your eyes, enter your darkness so you won't be afraid.
-Velvet Underground

Its been a while. It would be so cool if you had read this according to the dates, as though as much time had passed by for me as had for you. I think that is how this piece should be read. I don't think it will ever make sense, but I ponder it's existence. Who would I like to be remembered as? One that would read about past and present societies ( Read more... )

Looking in the mirror ( Read more... )

Confusion? Confusion never fades. Restlessness? Never fades either. Life? As long as you're alive, it is there and existing each and every moment you breath. Death? hmm... Death only exists in a moment where you do not. Where there are no moments, no breath, no existing. Nothing. Death is the absence of everything. Death is nothing ( Read more... )

It worked.
What was that horribly degraded moment I had writing that? I pity the girl who wrote it and I can't say I feel the same today, the end seems far from now. But at that moment in the past it seemed closer. Andrea's here...until later

Is it time now? Time so give in to the end of the night for the last time. Time to play the doors End of the night followed by eclipse, pink floyd. Is it time I called my mother and apologize to her for all the harm I did. Is it time I took the lump of pills I've counted day in and day out. Should I play the last song, take the last breath? Now its ( Read more... )

The end appears before the beginning in Lucy's world. The stars are brighter and existence is between them. They live on the darkside of the moon, the same as their first adventure was on the darkside of the moon. Drunkeness did not affect Lucy. Existence never subsided. The moments never ceased flowing. On a moon's surface we search for reality ( Read more... )

Lucy has not been around for a while. She has been off chasing Ringo. When he got away though she returned to her University and burried herself in books. Nothing else exists anymore. Nothing seems to hold much meaning. John came to visit as did Paul. Ringo did not come. Life continued, time went on. Her heart ached first thing in the morning and ( Read more... )

Lucy's relationship with Ringo is a love-hate relationship. Lucy feels like she is drowning in him when she is around him. The intellectual way he speaks, the way she fits into his arms, but the thing she loved most had gone missing. The way he made her feel special, loved, and intelligent. They have become so real and regular around each other now ( Read more... )