or maybe more. we're going to take a break and then try to regroup. i'm pretty sad about how this has all turned out.

"divorce" is getting thrown around again. one, or both of us just needs to grow some fucking balls and end this shit...

he just asked me for a glass of water.

and i took half an anxiety pill because i was having a freaking anxiety attack. woo hoo! now i'm feeling aaaallllright.

edit: what kind of a crazy bastard takes a whole one of these. i would melt into a puddle.

so kalan's dad is visiting. i love the man like my own father. i guess everyone knows he's not good health. his diabetes is kicking his ass. he's probably going to have to have his legs amputated soon. i'm so sad. and he's miserable all the time. and his marriage is falling apart. he and i have been bonding because we're practically married to the ( Read more... )

remember when i said kalan's sister's husband was the only one who's really rabid about his republican views? yeah, this is what i'm talking about. she sent me this email earlier to "make me laugh".

After about 30 minutes Mike started yelling at the TV.  Then he really started yelling and cursing.  Next thing we know he is standing in front of the ( Read more... )

so kalan's family is pretty much all republican. the only who's really fanatically republican i would say kalan's sister's husband. but it's never really been a problem. we all joke about kalan and i being the black sheep of the family. or one time i jokingly told mike and michelle(kal's brother-in-law and sister) that i told the republican ( Read more... )

i called kalan earlier and bitched at him because he put a bunch of pepper on keely's leftover mac n cheese last night. i guess he was going to eat it, but decided against it. so then i was going to reheat it for keely's lunch today, but there was pepper all over it. she wouldn't eat it because she won't eat anything that looks different than it's ( Read more... )

somewhere in the annals of the internets, i read that being able to break wood with your hands is a sign of demonic possession.  this was a serious claim.

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this kid is awesome. so apparently he is probably just acting. people all over the internets are screaming "DAXFLAME is a fake". also i realize this is probably old, but i'm always late to the internets trendz.  regardless, he cracks my shit up. the ending is the best part of this video. 

so one of the books i got keely at the library the last time we went is a snow white book. just a little book about her and the seven dwarves who allow themselves to believe she enjoys being their slave ( Read more... )