He tells her he loves her...and they are supposed to be just friends? Fuck that.

Seems like no one can make up their fucking minds anymore. Fuck people, I can't stand them anymore. How can someone put someone else through so much and the person can still love them just as much? I'm just that fucking stupid I guess.

...I get that now. I am now and always will be second best. The famous ex that I will never be able to compare to came back to Tim telling him she wants to get back together. Now he is deciding whether he wants to leave me or not. Of course that means that he wouldn't have a home anymore so right now he is pretty much obligated to stay with me ( Read more... )

I don't know what I have been doing lately, but all of my friends are disapearing. Yesterday Kat sent me a text message saying that her boyfriend doesn't want her speaking with me anymore because he doesn't like or trust me. I am not really upset about losing Kat because she is a conseeded little bitch, but the fact that everyone is leaving one ( Read more... )

First I am late to school by 15 minutes. Then I am supposed to walk to my best friend's house to hang out since I got out early and she had to stay after so I had my sister pick me up. We then went to the book store to look at magazines and spend some quality time together which was cool. THEN I get home and my brother is going balistic and it ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

I am getting to be how I used to be. I thought I was happy for a while, and sometimes I am. But lately I have been feeling like total shit, maybe it's the birth control because they said I would have some mood swings but every little thing is bothering me. Like when my boyfriend says someone else is hot, I don't really mind if he says it about a ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas.

I am bipolar. I can't make up my mind. One day I will be happy and one day I will be depressed. It doesn't make any sence to me.

Suprising eh?