how long has it been since I have taken the time to stop and write in this damn journal. it's been so long. so long that i can't even remeber what has happened between now and then. there is a time in every relationship when times get rough. joe and i have made it through, thankfully. there were times where i really had my doubts. times where i ( Read more... )

So, for those of you who do not know...I'm going to Hawaii on Sunday. I will be gone for an entire week!! And I am in serious need of this vacation, being since I broke down and CRIED in Will's (one of my manager's) office today from the stress of my job. So, needless to say, I will be COMPLETELY useless at my job tomorrow because one, I am leaving ( Read more... )

Ok, time to peel off the layers of false impressions and fake attitudes that I show to people. I am going to go right down to my bare skin, my true heart, my real feelings. I have to tell you that I feel that I am truly fucked up. And not in some ‘pity me, I need therapy’ kind of way. But deep down I am truly lost. Sometimes I forget who I really ( Read more... )

"as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supossed to ever let us down probably will. you will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and gets harder everytime. you'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when your was broken. you'll fight with your best friend. you'll blame a new love for things and old one did. ( Read more... )

I got a puppy!! Her name is Copper and she is a german shepard-lab mix...and she is oh-so-sweet!! Joe got her for me on Sunday!! She's beautiful, and only 10 weeks..and a total mama's girl. And she and Max (my kitten) actually get along!!

Life is good....busy with work and stuff...quit my nanny job, just couldn't do it all...much happier now.

soooo..things are going pretty well. i took over my new position as department manager of decor, and that is going pretty well. it is a lot to learn and a lot to remeber, but i will get there. i have pretty good relationships with all of the other departent managers and my relationships are growing with my assistant managers. and i am getting paid ( Read more... )

"Bless The Broken Road ( Read more... )

i am feeling icky. i am non-stop sneezing and i think i have blown my nose right off. but a tip to all those girlfriends out there. you know your boyfriend loves you when he still tells you that you are beautiful when you're blowing your nose, coughing, sneezing and wearing his boxers and t-shirt. i love joe. he manages to make me feel beautiful ( Read more... )

so it's been almost a month since i wrote in here. i've been busy. dealing with roomate shit (STILL). hopefully this time we have all worked it out. i got a promotion at work, to department head of decor. woo-hoo. it comes with a raise(not sure how much yet)and better hours. i had a cyst removed from my uterus...oh, so much fun....ok, now for the ( Read more... )

oh, the shit in my life today. everything just came down at once. i was already pissed over the whole christmas thing, not getting to be with joe, having to be the baby of the family..still...when i lead my own life. then there was the whole roomate thing. i can't get into it....it's too much, but the gist of it is, nick and jessica almost moved ( Read more... )