So I have a new wonderful girlfriend who appreciated me for who I am, and doesn't judge at all. I am out of college for at least the next semester, I am moving to Delaware soon to go to Delaware University. All of it, in my life if so wonderful at the moment. Marsha Blizard is her name. She is in the Army National Guard and lives with us until she ( Read more... )

It is funny what you say or do in the face of ignorance. When troubles find themselves in your life, and easy solutions slip into your mind. You make mistakes, only to learn by them. However, the consequence of the mistake is often not worse the price of the knowledge learned. In the end, it is better to trust no one, than to trust a single person ( Read more... )

With throbbing in the head, and pains in the stomach. It should be no wonder I am a little grumpy at the moment. I have work tonight, but my final tomorrow doesn't start until 1:00pm so I have plenty of time to study. Study the way I like to that is. It feels so strange to have things to want to do outside of my room and the cyberworld of the ( Read more... )

So today after class, after doing what I am told to do. Doing what is expected of us to do. No less than criticize our classmates work. They present, we ask questions and point out problems. How is being good at ripping apart things, analytically, make me an ass. As soon as I walked out of the door, I get the comment "You are such a dick!". I am ( Read more... )

Problems occur of today through wonderings and doubt. Do we? Should we? What temptations are offered us, what is a test and what is sin? What is sin but in our blood to be forgiven? If we are then forgiven are we allowed to flaunt that forgiveness in the face of the forgiver ( Read more... )

Like water in a collunder my sanity falls. Through hands the sands of time do count down the days until my ultimate failure. No stopping it, no plans can change its arrival ( Read more... )