AND BOY HAVE THINGS CHANGED ( Read more... )

Ever since I quit my job and the sun has come out I have been like a gigantic ball of sunshine. I'm so happy sometimes that I feel like I'm going to puke up rainbows. I went on my first plane trip in 10 years. The sun was out above the clouds and my neck hurt from staring out the window in total wonderment. I finished reading Sybil and Sarah let me ( Read more... )

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Before I went to bed lastnight I fell down the stairs. I know when I take a sleeping pill that I shouldn't be walking around and staying up late. This is the 2nd time I've taken medication and went face first down the steps. The last time it happened was in highschool. Funny thing is that it didn't hurt this time. I hopped right up like nothing ( Read more... )

I think about roller derby alot. I ran for captain and lost. Then I ran for co-captain and lost again. It upsets me because I know I'd be a great captain. At the same time it upsets me too, that no one else thought that. That or not enough people thought I would do good. Or then again, it may be more of a popularity contest. Who knows. I have a ( Read more... )

Sometimes (like tonight) when I come home. I feel like it's not REALLY my home. I come home to this bedroom, this house I've been dwelling in for a year. This place where my laundry, possessions, and bed are located. At the same time, where are my loved ones? My dearly beloved people from the past twenty four years of my life. They are not to be ( Read more... )

I'm worried about my family. I miss them. Sometimes I just want to cry when I'm on the phone with them. I know it's silly to feel so homesick after so long ( Read more... )

So I realized that I've been using my xanga as a form of ventilation. Not actually updating myself on the good things in my life. I used to live with a group of truly amazing ladies, that always had an ear open. It allows a person to discuss their thoughts to an unbiased person. Here, a year later, I still haven't found a group of noteworthy ( Read more... )

mika miko cancelled their show in Pittsburgh ( Read more... )

The weather outside is beautiful today. I went and put up some flyers for The Steel City Derby Demons benefit show next week. Got the local record shop, coffee joint, and dive bar the punks go to drink. Next, my bikini goes on (under my cloths)and to the pool, then hit up the skate shop on the way home when it opens ( Read more... )