things i hearted about this weekend ( Read more... )

everything's okay, i promise! thank you to the ones who cared enough to make sure i was truly okay after my last entry. i am. a good friend's first words spoken to me were "sometimes the bad has to happen so we can truly appreciate the good." i miss you ( Read more... )

i got a big knife in the gut recently and could use a good friend, someone to talk to, someone i trust fully and completely on every level.

unfortunately, that limits my options to...not a whole lot of people. otherwise known as...nobody.

the winds blew hard this week, hard enough to make me believe they were those ever alarming, ever exciting winds of change. this past week has been interesting, realistic, maturing, and cleansing. it was a good time to spend alone, filtering, sorting, giving, receiving. communicating, becoming, imagining. there's more to come, there always has ( Read more... )

bisco baby ( Read more... )

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yes.yes.yes.yes. a thousand times yes ( Read more... )

some days are clearer than others, and some days i still feel an overwhelming sense of sadness and guilt. a healing energy testament which i have recently adopted as my individual bible and guru for the time being has asked me the very deep and difficult question of whether i am willing to betray others that i love to stay true to myself...and the ( Read more... )

i'd be lying if i were to say the feeling isn't slowly coming back to my limbs. these huge revalations that have occurred to me in such a short period of time are turning me into a person that i never knew would break into the realm of existance. i'd be lying if i said i hate closing my eyes, taking in a tight groove, and sipping on a cold glass ( Read more... )

things are starting to fit back together, slowly but without a doubt. i need to keep in mind my needs and my hopes out of love and life. i realized a few days ago that i am the most independent i've ever been in my entire life, and it's an absolutely exhilerating feeling. no more being 'so and so's' girlfriend, or 'that girl' that's always with ( Read more... )