have to paste my project on here just so i can print it off at schoooool. GAY ( Read more... )

its funny how once you were so cold and "logical" about all this... what changed you?

life takes some interesting twists and turns. i don't really know where i'm going, nor what i'm going to do, but what i do know is who i'll be no matter what. heres something to think about ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK. mk, daily stress not even scratched, but w/e. gettin my tongue pierced 2day. next paycheck im gettin the sublime sun on my arm. so im happy.

amusingly enough, i'm frustrated and furious about something that i have no right (at least the furious part to be so with. it's not really my business, right? but there has to be something i can do, something to bring it all back together. so i will. from now on, decision is this - virginia or bust ( Read more... )

well. things are interesting, and tom's confused. well, whatever. call me if you want, haven't talked to a lot of people in a while. if you haven't talked to me for a long time, my #'s 412 719 1194

i'm kinda going crazy. things i can't handle any more. confused as all hell, and at the same time totally sure and unable to convince myself. feeling lost, and kinda hopeless. well, really hopeless.lots of other emotions being thrown around that i won't talk about on lj. bye.

absolute, total, and complete rage. don't FUCKING ask.

so tired of teen drama. so tired of BEING a teenager. all the mixed emotions are pissing me off. and i'm having trouble dealing with it. w/e. i can't even talk to people about stuff anymore. theres no one i can tell everything... i need that. not just who i can tell, who can talk to me about it. bye, all.

i tried making a very long entry earlier and it didn't work - my comps gay. allow me to summarize it. through everything thats happened, and everything i've done, lying, getting my heart broken twice in like a month by different people (don't ask, please) cheating (band camp shit) and everything else, i've realized that i've become a worthless ( Read more... )