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This is the very reason that I need to start hammering it into my brain that I need to be happy single and never think of dating ever again (unless I move to Manhattan, supposedly). -
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Lately I've had this feeling that my friends are important, including my online ones. I don't really too much distinguish the difference between online friends and ones I know in person with the exception that I can't hang out with my online friends so much. This is why I think that I need to get back in touch with those who wish to continue to ( Read more... ) -
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Last night, it almost all came to a head. Something is wrong and I'm going against my destiny again. I know I am, because of all of this building angst in me. I tried to dance it off, but it was still there and I couldn't sleep. So, I slipped on my shoes and ran. I kept running even when my calves began to threaten to cramp. Eventually, I ( Read more... ) -
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I'm unable to view alot of journals, and I had some good ideas for posts to my friends journals to show them some love, but unfortunately these stupid computers at work keep freezing up. Fortunately, I can post to my journal because you all know that I have to post on Mother's Day ( Read more... ) -
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Well, it'll be 15 minutes before I have to get to working. It feels like all that I've been doing lately is studying and working, but I've never felt so positive, so energized in my life. Although, for some reason, I slept late this morning. I slept about 10 hours, which hasn't been normal for me in a while. Last night, I did some more studying ( Read more... ) -
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I had this dream that there was descention in the American military, and in the blink of an eye a civil war took place. I was part of the military and initially someone tried to protect me, but I eventually took a stance to fight alongside of the rebel forces.
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I haven't posted in a while for several reasons. I have several journals that I'd like to post in, but just never seem to have the time. It's finals, and I received some of my last or next-to-last grades. Two of my classes, I've received C's and I'm unsure about my other class. I blame it on this job usurping my time ( Read more... ) -
I want to be a self-actualized villain.
I am on my 15 minutes, so this will be short and simple. I just thought I'd update this really quickly. I'm fighting depression a little, but I think I'm winning. I'm learning certain Kung-Fu's against the power of depression. For instance, thinking business and calculations fight depression really well strangely enough. Like when I focus on ( Read more... ) -
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I really like the musician, Iris, obviously. The music always gives me these images. Like Appetite, a song that I could learn from. I hold on too much to things of the past and in trying so hard to hold on to them, I lose them. The music itself reminds me of old abandoned shacks with jars of unrecognizable substances sitting in partially painted ( Read more... ) -
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Yesterday, my first day off, was really quite enjoyable. I was able to work out at school for about 25 minutes before algebra class (I had to run, though and my leg threatened to cramp up while I was running up the stairs to my classroom). I put my truck in the shop and waited on a friend of mine who gave me a lift. We went to the mall, played DDR ( Read more... )