I've been long away from this journal and there were times I even thought about killing this journal and beginning anew, but I think I will not. This bit of self-absorbed drivel is as much a part of me as anything else in my life. I think I'll keep it, but I'll be posting in a less self-absorbed journal that I think I'll keep seperate from this ( Read more... )

"What is in mind is a sort of Chautaqua--that is the only name I can think of for it--like the travelling tent-show Chautaquas that used to move across America, this America, the one we are now in, sn old-time series of popular talks intended to edify and entertain, improve the mind and bring culture and enlightenment to the ears and thoughts of ( Read more... )

Angst has been hitting me really hard today. I hate realizing that I have no problem but being so emotional anyways and being a drama king for no reason. I feel like a fool before my peers and worst of all, before myself. I don't know where this torrent of emotions have come from and I don't really know why. I know that there are things in this ( Read more... )

I can't sleep(for which I don't know why). I'm not experiencing the same kinda turmoil I usually experience that causes such insomnia. I mean, not the 'I'll be lonely for the rest of my life' type of insomnia. More-than-likely because I've finally found peace within my solitude. The insomnia today is for a slightly edging feeling that ( Read more... )

Mother's Day: A day appointed for honoring mothers and those mothers whom contributed, dedicated and sacrificed for their children, so that their children could succeed in whatever endeavor they wish to attain, while instilling within them the morals and values to help bring peace and harmony to our society. Of course this is the most idealistic ( Read more... )

The Book of Matthew 10:34, "Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword."

Of my morality, thoughts so impure ( Read more... )

I know noone reads my journal anymore, but if anyone does, here ( Read more... )

There's a knot in the pit of my stomach and I can't sleep ( Read more... )

My time is done ( Read more... )