saving grace

[patriotoi]

Your sweet smile shines like the sun

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[believeinjake]

just checkin up on ya man, kick gods fat white ass for me and see if you can't muscle him into listening to us for awhile..i wanna ask ya how the trip was but i wont know till i meet up with ya there so until then this is farewell.

jake

Merry Christmas

[anonymous]

Merry Christmas D-Bear. I think about you every minute of every day. I love you and miss you terribly baby.

Happy birthday!

[anonymous]

You're 20 years old today. Happy birthday baby. Went to St Patricks Day party at Jonnys house last nite. Lots of folks showed up. We all toasted you at midnight with your drink of choice, Evan. I just can't believe you're 20 now. You were always my little man when you were younger. I miss you so damn much Dare. You should've been there last nite. So many people have so much love for you. I hope you saw that. You are such an awesome man. I think about the past so much now. Things I wish I had done for you when you were here, things I wish I could do now. I want to go back. Hug you one more time, tell you again how much I love you and how proud I am of who you are. I try so hard to not be angry or bitter, but it hurts so bad. It never goes away. I feel like I'm trying to hold it in 24 hours a day, every single day. I look at your pictures, at your sweet face, and can't understand why this had to happen. I look at your sister and know how much she tries to bury the pain and it kills me. I still hear her scream when I had to tell her

[anonymous]

I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you so much. Remember that time on the phone you said I would get over it if you died? im calling you out on that right now. I miss steppin up the street with my little rude boy......

[biggs_ma]

It's mothers day today. I haven't looked at the card you got me from last year yet, but I have it sitting out. Just haven't been able to open the envelope, though I keep looking at it. I can close my eyes and picture how you would come bouncing down the stairs, walk up to me and say "Happy Mothers day ma!" and give me one of your big hugs. I could really, really use one today. I miss you so much. I love you Derek.