its hard to feel okay when they have just been poisoned and they are purring and hugging you and have no idea what you just did to them. it is so hard to have to look in their eyes while they are wondering what you are doing. and the only thing you can say is "im killing you."

my movie purchases in the last 48 hours ( Read more... )

damn. i wish i was cool. i will probably wonder why im not until the day i die.

im such a fuckin retard. i cant wait to get the fuck out of here. i wish may would come sooner. i wish i didnt feel so much. i hate to feel sometimes. why did i ever pick up the fucking phone. why do i do this to myself. "im great." well, good for you asshole. dont you fucking deserve it.

i wish i could fucking hang up on YOU.

i have been up since 6 in the morning trying to fall back asleep. usually it only takes a half hour before i fall asleep again, its been almost two hours. i guess im up for the day.

my brother invited me to live with him in new york city next may. i think im gonna do it. aubrie you should come with me!

i love my friend val from romania. i spent the whole day with her yesterday and every time i do i like her more and more. i love asking her questions about romania, it is so fucking fascinating to hear how different things are over there. i love seeing the differences in our cultures when i hang out with her, just her mannerisms, and such. and ( Read more... )

just so you all know, i am the biggest fucking dork ever. seriously, i cant even believe myself sometimes. i cant even talk about it because it leaves me speechless.

i was just thinking today how my life focuses mainly on animals, and rescuing them. right now, i have one foster dog and five foster cats, and i spent a lot of my day helping paint the parking lot for the new cat adoption center. i have spent this whole week transporting cats to and from my house and the vet, i did the same last week, driving up ( Read more... )

i sliced two of my fingers open at work yesterday, my assistant told one of my coworkers that she hates everything about me, my roommate went up to her boyfriends house and felt it necessary to take both the toothpaste and the conditioner up to his house as if he wont have these two things up there, (he would at least have the fucking toothpaste), ( Read more... )