wishing my printer fucking worked. hate searching for jobs. pissed at the world. life is fucking wonderful.

i am so disgusted with my dogs right now, i cant even look at them.

i woke up this morning to two dead rats outside my bedroom door. i was petsitting for my mom and somehow my dog was able to get into the bathroom and open up their cage. there was a trail of blood in the kitchen. what a horrible way to die. i am so sorry izzy and dizzy. i feel awful. im so sorry. looks like today will be yet another ( Read more... )

CLAY IS SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have decided that alice in chains is one of those bands that totally doesnt get the credit they deserve. because nirvana was such a big deal, but alice in chains were amazing artists. their songs were so full of passion, they were so REAL. and when layne staley died, no one made a big deal out of it, even though he was just as talented as kurt ( Read more... )

wishing i was drunker than i am. wishing i was way drunker than i am. hey brian thanks for that bottle of wine even though you dont even read my livejournal. wow, this is pathetic. way fucking pathetic. so fucking annoyed and shit. argggggggggggggggggg..........i hate. fuckin a.

and then he calls me the other night and asks me why i would always leave his house so early when i spent the night. i asked him if that bothered him. he said, yes, and i asked why. he said because he likes sleeping next to someone he cares about.

ok, so this is bothering me. clay called me saturday and sunday morning, wanting to hang out, acting all strange, telling me all these things. didnt even mention any thing that had previously happened. i am so confused, i dont know what he's doing. i dont know what his intentions are. i just know im gonna get hurt again, and for some reason, ( Read more... )

one of my foster cats got knocked up! the two dollar whore!
oh and yes, i was able to sleep through the night finally....until last night, someone decided to call me at 3 in the morning. guess who that someone was. life is so fucking weird. i wish i didnt have to care so much about these things.

summer is ending. this makes me sad.