THEY LIVE!!! Your probably wondering who I'm talking about... Well to put it simple, four of my counterparts (In my oh so fragile mind) have come to existence. They are four characters that I have created for the RP's at KAF. Each one was created for different RP's but everything about them came from me... Three of them are being used right now, ( Read more... )

I've met this incredible person recently... Before anyone gets the wrong idea we're not in a "relationship..." She's just an internet friend that I've only known for a few days, but it's like I've known her for so long. I met her at KAF under the user "Subaru." We talked to each other by posting, then Private Messaging, and then she got me on ICQ. ( Read more... )

Just checking in... anyway, I really don't have much to report about my life right now. I look at my friends around me, and they're all accomplishing something... I am just left behind. Growing up without confidence is a bad thing. I'm useless because I lack confidence, and I lack confidence because I know I'm useless. There's no gap or anything ( Read more... )

Wow. That's really the only word I can think of. Wow in the beginning, middle and end... Oh my goodness, I've been waiting for this movie for almost a year, and quite frankly I was not dissappointed. Man... oh man... I love anime, but this movie was in a class of it's own! Inu Yasha 3: The Sword of World Conquest... Really, I had expected greatness ( Read more... )

Well, today I went to a friend's birthday party. His birthday was actually yesterday, but you know how weekday's are hectic... anyway, Tim called me up at about 1:00 today, saying "Hey Paul, today's my brother's birthday and my mom wanted me to call some of my friends over..." you know... the usual. The way it was said, it made it sound like we ( Read more... )

First off, bear with me on this one... It's a doozy... I dedicate this journal entry to Mitsuchan, because I know that after she reads it, she'll want to beat me, kill me, tortured me, break every bone in my body, and hurt me a lot. Enjoy my very first non-fanfic/antifanfic/whatever it is actually called/considered ( Read more... )

This may sound bad, but I just woke up... Yeah, it's like 2:30 pm right now. I really need to sleep earlier. Anyway, I've decided to post my dreams I've been having. Last night I had a pretty strange one. It started out normal (for my dreams that is) but ended up pretty bad. Here goes...

I was with two friends (I can't remember who, so I'll just ( Read more... )

Recently, I've been online a lot. I basically stay connected all day (my laptop's probably crying on the inside. I abuse it way to much.) There's just nothing to do. And yet there is so much to do. When I didn't have the motivation to do anything, all the opportunities were there. However, now, I have the motivation, but there's no way that I can ( Read more... )

I haven't given up yet. After a long pep talk with Shane, I finally realize what I have to do. It's time I get my life back on track, and I'm ready to start by getting my license. I went to get my permit today (that really is pathetic) but found out that I forgot that I don't have anything that qualifies as "proof of Residence." I guess I'll have ( Read more... )

Summer's been over, for what, a month? I graduated with a pretty good rank, but what do I have to show for it? Absolutely nothing! What am I doing? I, myself, don't even know the answer. I should be moving on, but something in my mind just keeps holding me back. I need some serious motivation here. Many of my friends are gone, I realize that, and I ( Read more... )