Sometimes I really don't see the point in anything. Sometimes I feel like I'm only here out of obligation. I feel like I'm not making a difference in anything or anyone and that trying wouldn't even matter anymore. As much as I try to be a good friend, I guess I'm really not. I don't think I express how much I care about everyone enough. Well, not ( Read more... )

I had an interesting conversation with my mother a couple days ago about college, cuz I got an NMU paper. She said that if I were to go to NMU, I could live off-campus with our family friends (her high school friends). That would be so cool, apparantly they have a guest house and they'd let me stay there... for four years! Schwe. Then again, that ( Read more... )

Let's see ( Read more... )

I update this way too much ( Read more... )

Great. Mid-winter break. A whole week of me doing nothing and being depressed. Yeah, I'm exercising a whole lot of self-pity right now. Who cares. Blah blah blah, nothing matters anymore ( Read more... )

My life is hilarious.

As much as I hate my spanish class, I love my spanish class.
But... I do hate foreign language week.

I can't wait till SPAIN 05!!! yay! ---palabra---

anyway. I made this post to ask if anyone would loan me the Mxpx cd- Before Everything and After. Let me know! =) thank you so much.

Team Destroyers?

Today was a good day. Well, better than the last few have been. Gotta give it up to my good friends, the ones who I've actually been able to stand this week. Gosh. Yeah. I have some really good and true friends and I don't realize that enough. Thank you all, you know who you are.

Happy 17th Birthday, Alaina Rose O'Brien!!!!!! I love you so dearly! ( Read more... )

OK. So... today was chamber ensemble festival. *sigh* so first was woodwind chamber, that went fine. we got a first division of course, so that was cool. then i run off to brass chamber (run down a flight of stairs and a hallway with my horn, my flute, my purse, and music), and i'm really nervous. we play (i play... okay... i was really nervous.), ( Read more... )

Okay, so I am going to Chicago over Mid-Winter Break. February 14-16. Should be back at about 2. It'll be fun and meaningful. Cool beans. Of course, it'd be nice to be here for valentine's day... but what can ya do? And I don't have a valentine anyway, so I'm sure I'll get over it ( Read more... )

I'm remarkably happy for someone who's losing two friends. Crazy. I guess it all just wasn't meant to be. I'm coming to terms with the fact that I need to move on from people who are willing to hurt me. There's always a risk in every decision that you make, and it's just unfortunate if I'm on the crappy end of your decision. If I happen to get ( Read more... )