Things are starting to calm down a lot around my apartment now that that horrible girl is gone. I feel much more comfortable in communal areas. I used to pretty much live in my room ( Read more... )

Ok! Now that I have a good roommate I'm ready to actually put effort into fixing the place up. This apartment has SOOO much potential. It's suuuper large and nice ( Read more... )

I am pleased to announce that shithead has FINALLY moved out of my apartment and is no longer on the lease. Unfortunately she stole some belongings of mine and left unpaid bills. And she changed all my passwords on my bills so I can't access them (she didn't realize that fraud is a felony I guess). And she left her room door locked without a key ( ( Read more... )

I'm tired of screaming to the wall. At least when I say something here, people listen and respond.

.... in response to the song you wrote that pertained to me / california. i'm writing a song that pretty much responds to what you said to me and all of that. i hope you like it. i also hope everyone else likes it too since this is public and all =p

"Texas"
If I could rewind the years ( Read more... )

I was talking to my friend on the phone last night, and he was telling me about this night a year ago when he witnessed a man kill himself on the santa monica pier. The man handed him a hat and a key and asked him to hold it for a minute and then got up on the ledge to jump. My friend saw this and ran to try to grab him and grabbed a hold of his ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that there are hearts all over livejournal. I want to boycott it today if for no other reason than I fucking hate all the pink and red everywhere. This makes me think of that line from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind...

Random thoughts for Valentine's day, 2004. Today is a holiday invented by greeting card companies to make ( Read more... )

Not that I buy into all of the drama, but this is just absolutely insane. I have this friend in Alabama. We're just friends, and I've known him for 4 years. I feel sorry for him because he got some chick knocked up and she had the baby and then left him, taking his kid with her. So I've been telling him to move out here and start a new life. Anyway ( Read more... )

My grandfather is very close to dying. This has been going on for the last year or so, and I've meant to keep in touch, but it's so hard when he lives in another country (Israel) and is not accessable by phone. His wife, my step grandmother, is available by email and I wanted to send my best wishes to him through her, so at least she can read them ( Read more... )

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I'm sick of feeling angry about everything that's been said and done the last week, but I can't stop wondering exactly why this happened.

Anyway, I wrote a poem about how I feel about all this.... it's stupid but whatever.

Well it wasn't my intention to lose half my sanity ( Read more... )